I think about the homework I must prepare for the EMDR treatment. We have pulled out the cluster of similar core beliefs related to all the traumatic events of my life. I might as well say what they are, as you may be curious. The overarching themes are vulnerability, dismissal, future existence, abuse of power, …
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My hold on reality is tenuous at times. I roll up in my sheets, comforter, and pillow, wrapping my arms around me. I don't know how I fell asleep—fearful of his coming, down the hall, through the door, and for me.
What is one thing in your present life that is "worth it"? I only ask because I stumbled upon the question myself and decided to answer it. First the boundaries of what I mean when I say "worth it" all set apart with quotation marks. A quick Google search gives us a simple explanation--"sufficiently good, …
